I love you

I thought I could move on. I Didn't feel anything for a few days. I thought I had gotten better.. But I was wrong. When you suddenly messaged me again, all of my suppressed feelings started surging out. I thought we could start anew. But after a few days, you abandoned me again. You just left me hanging there. Why did you even give me hope again when you're gna abandon me once again! How can you do this to me! How can you be so selfish.. Just doing it the way you want. Just toying around with my feelings.