Loser

How many times must you abandon me.
How many more times must you lie to me.
How many more days will this go on for.
Why do I still believe you.
Why do I still trust you.
You'll just abandon me again.
When I think I've once again found my safe haven, you'll smash it within the next few minutes.
Despite that, I still believe in you.
WHY.
why can't everything be the same.
Why must there be changes in life.