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I'm so tempted to call you and spam smses.
but you said you'd change your number if I bothered you.
I wna know how you spent your days and such, I miss you so bad.
I spend my day thinking about you, but trying to occupy myself so that I wouldn't, and so that i wouldn't feel anything.
but it's just sooooo damn difficult.
everything just reminds me of you.
I wish I suffer from memory loss. I really do.
I hope something happens.....
bye.

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